Clinic Report: Annual Visit

January 27, 2012 in Filed Under: Cystic Fibrosis, Jesse 4 Comments

Today was Jesse’s annual cystic fibrosis clinic visit. He goes to clinic every three months, but the annual visit involves a more in-depth look at a few things. I don’t think I’ve ever been to an annual visit before because I don’t remember ever getting to see the extra people he sees at an annual. We actually had a later appointment for once, but we were still up super early to go to my dentist appointment on the way. In case you’re wondering… I still have perfect teeth! :)

The first stop is always to get all the vitals and such. The extra step on an annual is to draw lots of blood. They check all his vitamin levels and such. I’m very interested to see how these come back. On Jesse’s last annual, we were both completely on the paleo/allergy diet eating tons of fruits and veggies which helped his vitamin levels come out awesome. Now he’s mostly back to his old breakfasts and lunches and we usually only eat the same for dinner. So, we’ll have to wait and see how much of a difference it has made on his levels.

One concerning thing we found out is that his liver enzymes are really high. Apparently it’s pretty common for “older” CFers. Sue said that it’s not really something to be too concerned about, but they are starting him on a new drug that will assist the liver in doing its job better. The weird thing is that they were comparing today’s results to the ones from his ER visit in November… and that’s where the huge difference is. Since none of his meds have changed recently they think it’s better to add this new med rather than mess with changing his normal meds. I can’t say I’m all that surprised, his liver is probably always working over-time with all the meds he has to take. What’s one more?

The most important part of clinic is getting the PFT report to see how Jesse’s lung function is doing. Today his FEV1 score was 36%. That’s down 3% from his last visit so it’s not great, but nothing bad either. I’m always intrigued by watching him do PFTs, I like to watch the graphs move as he’s doing them. Today we got a more scientific explanation about how being in the box measures the volume of air in the lungs, he usually only does the box at the annual. One time Bill (the respiratory tech) joked that he was going to make me do PFTs next time, I don’t think he expected me to like that suggestion… that would be so interesting to compare.

PFT box

We also got to see the dietitian today. She had some suggestions for getting Jesse’s appetite and weight up. I’m not sure that we really heard anything new, but she did give us some printables about adding calories and such. I think I already do that as much as I can, but I’ll read them to see if I can learn anything. The biggest thing she wants Jesse to work on is adding more fiber and WATER to his diet. Those of you who have known Jesse for a while may have noticed that you’ve never, ever seen him drink water. He claims he doesn’t like the taste of water, which is ridiculous. She wants him to replace some of his tea (the only thing he ever drinks) with water and gatorade. She also talked about adding a fiber supplement, but I think he can get enough fiber by eating a few more fruits and veggies.

We spent a good amount of time today discussing IVs with Dr. Haddad. As much as Jesse is proud of his long-running record of time without IVs, we keep thinking that he sure would feel better if he could have them to get back to his baseline of feeling normal again. It’s weird because we have a lot of CF friends who go on IVs for tune-ups all the time, but Jesse’s doctors always insist that he isn’t sick enough for that. As long as his numbers are staying steady, they don’t want to give him anything and risk him building up resistances against the meds. The doctors are very happy that having no IVs for this long is making his bugs susceptible again to meds he used to be resistant to. They want to save them to attack his lung bugs if he ever gets really sick. When we left we felt good about the no-IV decision and understood his reasoning.

I guess these huge differences in treatments is what you get with a disease such as this, each CF center is using their best judgement to do what they believe will be most beneficial. I trust our CF team and know that they have Jesse’s best interests in mind. So, we’ll just keep on, keepin’ on!

Also, be sure to check out Jesse’s blog for more specific details about the visit.

Thankful Thursday – Fingerprints

January 26, 2012 in Filed Under: General Leave a Comment

It can be very easy to think about things that you want that you don’t have. But how about taking time to be thankful for the many things that we do have? On this thankful Thursday, here’s a few things I’m thankful for:

Thankful

1. Bible study group. Since our “real” life Bible study came to an end last month, I was really looking forward to my Good Morning Girls online study getting started. We are now two weeks into the study and I’m enjoying getting to know some of the girls in my group a little better. It’s nice to have people to check in with as I study and learn.

2. The grocery store. I’ve been making an effort to add some new recipes into our dinner lineup. It’s easy to get stuck in a rut and start making the same meals over and over. As a result I sometimes have specific or unique items on my shopping list. I’m happy that we live somewhere with a store that stocks everything I need. It’s hard enough to feed myself with all of my restrictions, I’m sure glad the shopping part isn’t another obstacle.

3. Fingerprints. Today Jesse and I had our appointment to get fingerprinted as part of our foster care application. We thought about taking pictures, but the lady who took our prints was super serious so I was afraid to ask. She was already having a hard enough time getting my prints because the machine was on a high counter (yes, I’m short) and my wrist just didn’t turn exactly like she wanted. It was a neat digital machine that scanned them right into the computer. I had to get fingerprinted back when I got hired at the bank, but that was with regular ink… this was much cooler. Yay for being one step closer!!

Hills Kids

What are you thankful for today??

The Need for Community

January 25, 2012 in Filed Under: Foster Care 3 Comments

Jesse and I have been full of emotions the last couple of days relating to our foster care journey. We have been everywhere from super excited to crazy scared. My mind is constantly running with things we need to buy and questions we need to ask. I guess there is really no way of knowing what it will be like until we get our first placement. We are at the point now that we feel so close, yet still so far away.

It’s been a full year now since we first started getting these ideas of becoming foster parents in our heads. Last January we finally decided to jump in with both feet and start figuring out what was required to do something like this. We quickly realized that we were all of a sudden in over our heads. Having just left my job to work with Jesse, we were already navigating as much change as we could handle for the moment. Even though we decided that we needed to stick with the class we had started, we knew that we were not ready to have a child in our home right away.

We’ve come a long way since last January. We are confident (yet still a little scared) that we can do this. We are so much more financially stable than we were at this time last year and we’ve now managed to settle into a work routine that agrees with both of us.

It’s a little unfair of us to expect our licensing people to all of sudden start working at lightning-speed to finish up our process, after we’ve been taking our time getting ready for them. But that’s exactly what we want to happen!

All of this to say that we think it’s time we start attending the foster care support group. This area of our lives comes with such a specific set of needs and emotions that we are starting to realize that most people can’t really relate to. We’ve been invited to go before, but felt weird going knowing that we were no where near actually being foster parents. Now that it’s getting closer… I think we could really benefit from meeting some friends that have been where we are. It’s a little scary to put ourselves “out there,” but I think that it could be really awesome too!

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